Ryan has always been like a brother to me. More so then my actual brother honestly. He wrote me a note once in 3rd grade and passed it to me. It said "I love you". When Ray Stover and Marty Calkins spotted it, they started teasing him. So, Ryan snatched the note back, scribbled that out, flipped it over, and wrote "ugly girl" on the back of it. From that day on, it was a love hate relationship between us. Living just a few doors down from me my entire life, Ryan had seen me at my worst as I had seen him at his also. No matter how long we would go without hanging out, we always picked up where we left off because Ryan always made me feel comfortable around him. He got that from his parents for sure. The Hinojosa home was always open and welcoming. Ill miss you bugging my mom for my share of cookies. Ill miss you driving by the house honking obnoxiously in your already loud truck. Ill miss hearing those familiar words "Seewhat had happened was" Ill miss all the laughs we had about me and Sean. Ill miss the laughs about the cop picking up your dog poo shoe. Ill miss the talks. I told you I wasnt ready to see this day, but your suffering is over now. Ill see you again someday. Much love amigo. Your forever annoying neighbor girl, DeAnna Lazarock